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I know.

 

Why did you do it?

Do what?

You know what.

Do I?

Don’t be a dickhead. You can’t joke your way out of it this time.

I know.

So?

I don’t know.

That’s not good enough.

I know.

 

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You look good.

Do I?

Yeh, I guess.

Can you see me?

Sure. Can’t you see me?

No.

…

What’s it like?

It doesn’t hurt, but it doesn’t feel nice.

Where do you go?

When?

When you’re not here.

Dunno. Around.

Where around?

Just around.

I wish I could see you.

I know.

 

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It’s dark.

Turn the light on.

I don’t know how.

Can I turn it on for you?

I don’t think so.

Will you let me try?

Probably not.

Why not?

Because what if you can’t?

How do you know if I can’t?

I don’t.

But you still won’t let me try.

Probably not.

But I want to.

I know.


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How are you?

Ok, I guess. Keeping busy.

How are you really?

I think you know.

I want to hear you say it.

I don’t think you do.

I need to hear it.

It will make you sad.

I still think I need to hear it.

I’m angry. And sad. Empty. And it’s your fault.

Ok.

You asked.

I know.


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Can you tell me that everything is going to be ok?

No.

Why not?

Because I don’t know the answer.

You didn’t think of that before?

I did. I thought the answer was ‘yes’.

But it’s not.

No. It’s not.

Can you fix it?

I want to.

So why don’t you?

I don’t know how.

You have to work it out.

I know.

 

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Why don’t you ever leave this room?

I can’t.

You can.

I don’t want to.

You should.

Where would I go?

Anywhere. Everywhere.

What am I going to do?

When?

Forever.

You can’t stay here.

There’s nothing for me out there.

There used to be.

Not anymore.

That was your choice.

I know.

 

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$%%##()!!

What’s wrong?

I feel like I’m falling.

Why? How?

I DON’T KNOW!

Calm down!

I CAN’T!

What should I do?

Tell me everything’s going to be ok.

Take a deep breath. Everything’s going to be ok. You’re ok.

…

Better?

Yeh.

You know that was a lie, right? Everything is not ok.

I know.

 

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Hey.

Oh. Hi.

What are you doing?

Watching the sunset.

Why?

It’s nice. Peaceful. Sad.

I see.

Will you watch it with me?

Sure.

Will you stay?

How long?

Until the sun rises again.

I can’t.

Why not.

Because this isn’t real.

I wish it was.

I know.
  
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